I grew up with many struggles. I was in and out of doctors offices and hospitals starting at a young age. Throughout my life I struggled with learning disabilities, major depression, anxiety, panic attacks, obsessive compulsive disorder, ADHD, hypochondria, eating disorders, addiction, suicidal ideation amongst other things.
For years my parents and I searched for answers. I went to special schools for my learning disabilities. I was held back because I couldn’t keep up. I spent years in therapy offices receiving counseling for various emotional issues. I went to psychiatrists and was on medication for 30 years. I went to many other specialists, hoping to get answers and true relief. I also sought out alternative medicine avenues. Nothing worked as I had hoped. I felt unfixable and hopeless. A thought that repeatedly occurred throughout my life was “maybe I’m not supposed to be here.”
In 2018 I hit an all time low. I was bed ridden for 8 months. I could not stabilize. I have survived many storms but I did not think I would survive. By the Grace of God I had a team of incredible people who did enough to help keep me alive.
I slowly found my footing. In 2020 I went inside myself and began doing what I had knew I had to do. I had to do what nobody else could. I had to heal in me what could not be understood. I had to figure out the root of the pain that had plagued me since I was a child. All of it.
Otherwise I could not keep going bc I was too tired. I believed I knew where to go and I did is spent countless hours doing what seemed impossible and did not stop. In my heart I believed I’d find air. I’d find light. I did. I found myself. My truth. My authenticity.
Thank you Dashawn for this website. Thank you for this outlet that allows me the opportunity to help others heal.